whether I'm being unfair to you or not
whether i should leave you alone or not
whether its okay that i still act the same around you or not
whether I'm annoying you or not
I'm sorry if I'm doing the wrong thing...
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Monday, January 11, 2010
17
"It's my birthday. Can I ask for something?"
(lol couldn't resist the twilight reference)
today was slightly disappointing as birthdays go
not because of the presents i got or what i did...
because of the people i didn't see and the news i received
i was excited for today and i was looking forward to it
and it was great...
it just felt like something was missing
oh well we shall see i suppose
at least next year will be better :P
(lol couldn't resist the twilight reference)
today was slightly disappointing as birthdays go
not because of the presents i got or what i did...
because of the people i didn't see and the news i received
i was excited for today and i was looking forward to it
and it was great...
it just felt like something was missing
oh well we shall see i suppose
at least next year will be better :P
Saturday, January 9, 2010
'fine'
no one is ever fine
everyone says 'I'm fine' but their lying
they just don't want to talk about it
that's fair enough i suppose
but its still fucking annoying
i know somethings wrong, but your always 'fine'
i want to know whats bothering, and don't even try to say that's nothings wrong cause i know there is but whenever i ask you reply is always "I'm fine"
if the roles were reversed id do the same thing, id say the same to everyone
but i would tell you
if you asked, if you noticed something was wrong then id tell you
and you'd expect me to, but you never do the same in return
maybe your just used to relying on yourself, so you don't need other people
but i care and i hate it when your upset
even if you don't tell me whats wrong, at least admit something is actually wrong
i thought we agreed to that, but obviously it only works one way
because your always 'fine'
your distant and cold, but when i ask your response is simply, "nothings wrong, I'm fine"
of course you are, just like I'm not hurt by it
your not fine and neither am i
but at least I'm willing to admit it
everyone says 'I'm fine' but their lying
they just don't want to talk about it
that's fair enough i suppose
but its still fucking annoying
i know somethings wrong, but your always 'fine'
i want to know whats bothering, and don't even try to say that's nothings wrong cause i know there is but whenever i ask you reply is always "I'm fine"
if the roles were reversed id do the same thing, id say the same to everyone
but i would tell you
if you asked, if you noticed something was wrong then id tell you
and you'd expect me to, but you never do the same in return
maybe your just used to relying on yourself, so you don't need other people
but i care and i hate it when your upset
even if you don't tell me whats wrong, at least admit something is actually wrong
i thought we agreed to that, but obviously it only works one way
because your always 'fine'
your distant and cold, but when i ask your response is simply, "nothings wrong, I'm fine"
of course you are, just like I'm not hurt by it
your not fine and neither am i
but at least I'm willing to admit it
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
2009
for the last few days I've been trying to reflect on the last year
it was...interesting to say the least :P
school was harder
friendships were difficult
relationships changed
but i realised that i wouldn't change any decisions i made
i regret how somethings worked out but ill never regret anything i did
2009 was a good year, and i wouldn't change a second of it
so although its late, HAPPY NEW YEAR to everyone
and thank you for making last year so good :)
xo
it was...interesting to say the least :P
school was harder
friendships were difficult
relationships changed
but i realised that i wouldn't change any decisions i made
i regret how somethings worked out but ill never regret anything i did
2009 was a good year, and i wouldn't change a second of it
so although its late, HAPPY NEW YEAR to everyone
and thank you for making last year so good :)
xo
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