life..

you ask me if its okay..
i wish i could say yes and mean it

wait.. that's not right..
i do say yes, that its okay..that it doesn't bother me

what i want is to say no,
that its not okay, that it hurts
that i don't want you to

but i cant..
because that's not fair
and i wouldn't do that to you

don't worry, ill get used to it
..ill have to

xo