IVE REALLY GOT TO STOP KIDDING MYSELF

ITS NOT OKAY,
ITS NEVER GOING TO BE OKAY,
PEOPLE ARE ALWAYS GOING TO HAVE ISSUES WITH IT,
I'M ALWAYS GOING TO HAVE TO DEAL WITH SHIT,
LAST NIGHT JUST SEEMED SO GOOD,
I LET MYSELF BELIEVE THAT MAYBE, JUST MAYBE IT WOULD BE ALRIGHT.
THIS MORNING REMINDED ME THAT NOTHING IS ALRIGHT,
THAT THIS WILL ALWAYS BE A PROBLEM

BUT ITS WORTH IT.
ITS WORTH THE CRAP,
ITS WORTH THE EFFORT,
ITS WORTH LYING.

I JUST SOMETIMES WISH IT WAS EASIER,
I JUST SOMETIMES WISH PEOPLE WOULD LEAVE IT ALONE.

BUT THEN I REMEMBER THAT THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN.
I REMEMBER THAT IT WILL ALWAYS BE LIKE THIS.
THAT ILL ALWAYS HAVE TO DEAL WITH THIS.

AND I REMEMBER THAT YOUR WORTH IT.
YOUR WORTH THE CRAP,
YOUR WORTH THE EFFORT,
I JUST WISH IT WAS EASIER.

I'M JUST NOT SURE HOW MUCH MORE OF THIS I CAN TAKE....