should i....

I'm not sure what to do
would it be taking the easy way out to leave
to walk away and let them sort themselves out

not much of question
of course it would be

i can't just walk away
but what if they're my friends too
what if being with them would make all this soo much easier

what if i can't deal with this
what if it just gets too much

your allowed to say whats wrong with me
but I'm not allowed to say anything back

why is it only me who's changed
have you looked in the mirror recently

why is it that you can complain about me, you can talk about me behind my back and that's not bad yet if we were to do it then it would be bitching
i don't like double standards
but i don't like fights

maybe i should just walk away
be a coward
take the easy way out

but would that solve the problems
or just create more

i used to blame others for any problems our group was having but apparently its mine
apparently I've changed

so do you want me to walk away
let you go back to how it was before
would that be easier

is that what you want

xo