i said i would

BRONCOS VS TITANS
Saturday night September 12th 6.30pm
skilled park stadium
40-32

BRONCOS VS DRAGONS
Saturday night September 19th 7.55pm
suncorp stadium
24-10

BRONCOS VS STORM
Saturday night September 26th 7.45pm
etihad stadium
10-40

i went to the first two games
i was going for the broncos against the titans cause i didn't want them to be knocked out
i was going for them against the dragons because i don't like the dragons
they won each time and it was incredible
at each game the stadium was almost full
the atmosphere was amazing

last night i watched the game at home
for the first time in the finals series i wasn't wearing a broncos jersey
Melbourne smashed Brisbane
it was a great game

Slater was amazing
Inglis proved he was much better then Hodges
smith wasn't an idiot and will play next week
Melbourne showed why they're into their fourth consecutive grand final

finally lockyer didn't kick to folau
folau against turner was the only match up that Brisbane could win and it wasn't until the 80th minute that lockyer kicked for him
still it was a great try....just a little late

so that was the last game that hunt will play in the nrl
and I'm happy
i never did like him
he'll suit afl
they whine as well
he'll fit right in

Melbourne against parramatta next week
4th plays 8th
GO MELBOURNE!!!!!!!
i still hate hayne

the only reason i kinda wanted Brisbane to win last night was cause you support them
i knew you wanted them to win, so part of me wanted them to win too
that and the fact that folau is amazing and i love him

anyway that's the last 3 weeks of nrl summed up
i told you i would write about it eventually
the only thing left to do is hope that Melbourne trash the eels
that hayne gets suspended and therefore misses the final
and that Thurston signs back on with the cowboys

xo

renata's party

so which do i pull off better, mad hatter or padua uniform?
well your arse looked better in the padua uniform...
*lifts jacket*
actually it doesn't look too bad now either

just so you know, theres a naked man which fuzzy hair on your chest
well theres one on your chin
i know they always seem to miss my mouth

so donkey, dog or rabbit?
i really don't want to answer that

mr smith aye
*eyebrows raised*

i always thought you were so straight and studious
studious?
*almost falls off seat laughing*
well i thought straight was an interesting choice of words
i never thought of that
*laughs once again*

wafer bites
twisties
watermelon with tomato sauce

I'm in your heart...
literally

you were that guy
indeed i was

is there a reason she calls you a man?
no its just a joke
can anyone prove it?
....no
you had to think about it?
shut up

god that was a fun night :)
thank you for inviting me
HAPPY SIXTEENTH BIRTHDAY RENI!!!!

xo

For Elise

you asked what urban dictionary was
i couldn't explain it properly so i thought id show you

ERIN
mine are quite good :p
1
Erin is a female who has the body of a goddess and the brain of a genius. Men are drawn to her good looks and her awesome sense of humour. Out of all the females in the world its the Erin's who rule.
guy: your just like Erin
girl: omg that's the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me

2
The absolute most perfect girl in the world, and even her flaws are more beautiful than any other girl's perfections. She's the cutest thing on this earth =]
Erin I love you so much. You're my tiny little princess. =D

3
Lover of 7.5

4
Very beautiful and amazing , and talented , loved my many and very trustworthy,

5
Erin:(noun)(verb)(adjective); funny, cool, hot, awesome, nice to be around, an Irish beauty. Flirtatious, hysterical, the best person to fart around, she is pretty, hyper, wack, mad funny, drunk, and loves sugar. Erin is the best person over all.
Erin is Cool.

ELISE
yours aren't too bad either XD
1
A sexy combination of shyness, emo, and ass kicking. Spends at least 45 minutes on hair every day and is still never satisfied, even though it looks gorgeous.

2
perfection, pure perfection.

3
Cool person. People like her cause she doesn't follow crowds. she's just her. Good athlete, personality etc

4
With emerald green eyes, of perfection, that penetrate the mind, body, and soul that make for a complete seductive force, that can't be resisted. And there's nothing better, or more important.

5
There's no example, or explanation for her level or beauty, or perfection.

6
A girl with a nice rack on her.

7
Mad, mentally retarded but lovable and funny. Independent, stands out from the crowd in a good way.

8
An Elise can be recognized by it's split personality. Some call them bipolar, and other's view them as just being complicated. The Elise's, however, hardly even notice.

pretty much wikipedia of slang words
i think they like us though :p
stepho wasn't so lucky,
we still love you though Stepho XD
becs aren't too bad either

xo

To You

thank you
so much

i don't think you realise how much it meant for me to have you listen
i don't think you realise how much i needed that
but thank you for being there

thank you for letting me vent
for not judging
or even giving me advice/telling me what to do

I'm not much clearer on what i should do
but at least its not weighing me down as much

so thank you for being there
thank you for being such an amazing friend

i said it tonight and ill say it again
you'll never lose me
ill always be here for you no matter what

just like you are for me
especially tonight
it means the world to me

thank you

xo

BABE

i hope your okay
and I'm sorry if your upset

i love you

xo

falling

i worry sometimes that i depend on you too much
that i need you too much

so i pull away
i take a step back and i try to depend on others
to depend on myself



I'm scared.....
I'm scared that when we break up
ill collapse
that without you to depend on,
ill fall apart

i love you,
sometimes it seems like too much
more than i should
it scares me

xo

hmmm

i can't hear out of my right ear,



how lovely

xo

water

i think should start concentrating
trying, bothering
i think i should actually open the books rather then just looking at them
stop making excuses for not doing it
I've put it off for this long
i really should start

but i don't want to
and i have no self control
so i cant make myself

so instead i do everything i shouldn't do
and neglect what i really should be doing

i want to go in the pool
or to the beach
i really just want to swim
to dive under the waves and feel them crash down on top of me
to feel the freedom of being under water
where its silent, its cool, and where everythings just....good

i want to talk to him
i always feel better after talking to him
he make me feel, i don't know what the right word is,
happy maybe, free, like nothing matters
i seem to be able to laugh and muck around with him even when i feel like crap
it was always like this, but for some reason i only seem to talk to him once every month or so
i miss him sometimes

i want to see her
to laugh, to muck around, to joke, to tease each other
theres no pressure when its the two of us
its like we fit together perfectly
you make me happy,
as simple as that
i want to pass the football, to tackle each other, to just spend time together
its just so easy

i want to talk to you again
to not have this crap going on,
but to truly talk like we used to
before all this happened
before you started ignoring me

i want to go back a few weeks
to when times weren't as complicated
when i didn't have a million emotions messing up my head
I've ignored every one of them these last few weeks,
these last few days
but theres only so long that you can push them down and make them go away
because one day you'll explode and everything you've been hiding away, hoping that no one will ever see will be out there for everyone to see

do you know the one thing i hate more than anything else?
standing out
i hate being different
i hate drawing attention to myself
because then everyone notices you and you've left yourself open to them
when you're nobody you cant get hurt because theres no one there that truly knows you
when you stand out, when you let people in
that's when everything goes haywire
when i start to freak out

i hate emotions sometimes
they mess up situations and they complicate things
emotions take a simple situation and screw it up until they've managed to hurt everyone involved

i want to go swimming
to lose myself under water
because under water nothing matters
theres no stress, no worries, no problems
everything that's bothering you just floats away as you move

i want to swim until everything is over
until its just me and all the stress has disappeared
until emotions have gone and everything is how it should be

i just want to be under water away from everything

xo

damn

"Brilliant Hayne scoops Dally M Medal"

it could have been my favourite
or my least favourite

IT WAS MY LEAST FAVOURITE
of course judging by how everythings going at the moment i should have expected it

only three points behind as well

oh well theres always next year
and at least he got half back of the year

xo

take a look in the mirror

oh and your soo much better are you?
if that was horrible and that was disgusting then what does that make yours?
is yours any better?

you told her to go back and read hers and see how it would make her feel,
why don't you go and do the same?

why don't you go and read it and see how that would make you feel?
why don't you try putting yourself in her shoes and imagine what shes feeling right now?

you said you don't know who she is,
your right you don't
if you think you have to post something like that to her to make her realise then you don't know her at all
if your going to write that then you don't deserve to know her

i agree that no one deserves to read that on the internet about them
but no one needs to read what you wrote about them either
your no better so don't pretend to be

she feels like crap and you've got no right making it worse
until you have spoken to her and know the full story you have no right to say anything to her
and even then you have no fucking right to post what you did

you don't know her
you don't know the circumstances
and she certainly didn't need to hear this from you
especially now

what she wrote was wrong, but she knows that
she doesn't need you telling her that especially in the way you did

if you don't know her,
then i don't know you

because of you

BABE

i love you more than i can say,

i miss you when you're not around
I'm happy when I'm with you
you make me laugh
you make me smile

you asked me a while ago if i was happy?
when I'm with you i am,
when I'm with you theres no where else id rather be

you're there if i need to talk
you're there if I'm in a bad mood
you're there whether I'm pissed at you or not
and for that i am grateful

you're gorgeous
you're smart
you're funny
you're cute
and you're mine
these last five months have been incredible

I'm happy,
because of you


HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BABE

i love you

xoxo