one moment

it hurt at the time
so much
it was confusing
i don't usually feel like that
but this hurt
i know it wasn't intentional
your reaction afterwards proved that
but in that moment it hurt
alot
i don't know how to feel
this was new
it wasn't like that before
i didn't react like that before
this time i felt curling up in a ball and crying
I'm not usually like that
it doesn't usually affect me
it shouldn't affect me
but this time it did
it was new
i didn't like it
i don't want to be like that
but i couldn't help it
in that one moment i felt like crying
i realised quickly i was over reacting
and I'm fine
just confused by how i felt in that one moment