moods

i went to school today in a pretty average mood
it was Monday so i wasn't particularly happy to be there
i was tired so that didn't add to it
i was slightly cold since i have lost my jumper
but nothing particularly bad had happened
overall i was in a good mood

for a Monday anyway :p

by the time i got home i was in a bad mood
well not bad as such, just....sad maybe, slightly depressed

nothing bad or upsetting happened to me today at school yet my mood had changed dramatically when i got home to when i had left that morning
it funny how the emotions of people around you affect you

both my best friend and girl friend were quiet today
C was upset
i know that for sure
what about is another question entirely
I'm not sure if shes wants to talk or if its something I've done but shes upset and that made me upset

then my girlfriend
K was quiet also, or in T's words broody
there in body but not in mind i think she said
I'm not sure whats worrying her either
I've got ideas but I'm not certain
watching her today she looked soo sad
I'm not sure what I'm meant to do

I've never noticed before how much these two affect me
how much their moods affect mine
i just wish i could help them

I'm worried that C wont talk to me about it
or that its about me
i know that things have changed recently, that apparently I've changed but your still my best friend and i love you
and i would do anything for you, all you have to do is ask
I'm worried about you and i just want you to be happy

K is different
K doesn't need me
so I'm not quite sure what to do
i know somethings bothering you
and i know its bothering you a lot because of the look on your face and how quiet you are
yet I'm not sure if you'll tell me
if I'm the one you'll talk to
you have soo many other people to talk to, that you already talk to that you don't particularly need me for it
but I'm still worried about you
so I'm here if you need me
i love you K


theres a quote
'i live for the ones i love, my friends and family'
I'm not sure who said, where its from, or even where i found it
all i know is that i read it somewhere and I've remembered it ever since

my friends are my family and i would do anything for my family
i love you

and remember I'm here if you need anything

xo